I don't know why but it seems that many people around me have been telling me that I remind them of music. That, in itself, is not the surprise. It's as if they got together and in a couple of days, 7 people told me that when they think of me, they think of music. o.O (And no, it wasn't me going around asking, what do you think of me).
OK, fine, yes, I am so in love with music that I like music across of genres...jazz, ballads, pop, hip hop, techno, rock, classical....you name it, chances are, I like it. Except for real heavy metal. Even then, I liked Metallica...so, I don't know where I stand when it comes to heavy metal. Gotta hear it to decide.
So, I'm thinking that maybe I should go back to it but not to hard core, full-time performing (don't let the makeup and smile fool you, it's bl@@dy hard work!) but maybe to something more simple. Like playing my piano, or coming up with some music to express my feelings or something along those lines. The problem with that is that despite being a writer, I have the BIGGEST problem writing lyrics and expressing myself through poems.
I heard that some people write the lyrics out as poems and then modify it to fit the music. I don't know, really. If you have been a lyricist, please share some tips with me. Maybe it is because I do not have the 'open heart' which some people say is what you require to create something. Fear and insecurity is the enemy of Creativity. Hear Hear....
At this point, I am very sure music is me.