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Time For Change

John Wooden once said this, 'Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.' I guess if this is the case, I am destined for success, eh? :-) Kidding. Anyway, I am feeling a lot like throwing myself in front of a fast-moving truck because spent the whole day with the kids rock-climbing. No, not the real thing! You kiddin' me! It's a man-made one that is really safe even if you fall. Maybe you'll get a fractured bone but no one ever dies from falling off the makeshift thing. Anyway, I come home after dropping the kids off at grandpas and grandmas and get right to work. I keep thinking to myself, 'This can't be it! I don't have time all the time! Where the f-ck did all my time go to?' Everyone else has more time than me. There must be something wrong. I should be making millions and having a stress-free day out with my kids. (yeah, right. Humor me, let me kid myself for a bit, awright?) Instead, I spend it worrying about my kids falling off the makeshift rock and the piling work. This is what made me realize that there needs to be change. I need to work smarter. I need to trust more people. I can only count on one hand the number of people I rely on to help me get work done right now, I should be using more people. I won't make millions but at least, I can work more efficiently, I think. Right. I've heard this all before (from yours truly) but I think I need to hammer this fact in. *reaching for hammer*

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