Recently embarked on a couple of money-making partnerships and it's suddenly dawned on me that it's more tiring and draining to be making decisions than to follow instructions. All our lives, all MY life, I've followed the instructions of others. "I want it like this". "Yes, sir!" "I want it like that". "No problem, sir!"
And suddenly, I find myself doubtful and uncertain when asked, "So how?"
Like...duh? And then the what-ifs and what-nots starts popping up and you realize that if something is to be effed up, your ass is on the line.
It's not fun but it's darn exciting. But if there's damage, a decision-maker has to be firm and have to have all facts and figures to back her/him up. This is a learning curve for me as well so, at this moment, don't ask me to make any more decisions. I am up to my head trying to decide between A and B and Z and H.
With all that said, I promise not to learn from this single fella lor. I wonder who this fler is trying to fool? He thinks we are kindergarten kids, man.
When asked what’s my one single favorite thing to do in the world, I would usually name a whole list of things that I love to do when my work is not screaming at me. Something that takes my mind COMPLETELY off of everyday tasks and relaxes me. Take a guess what it is…. If you say ‘ reading ’, yes, I love reading (especially soppy love stories with lots of sex scenes, please. Hee hee hee ….) and I also love mystery novels but it’s not the first on the list. If you say ‘ playing the piano ’; yes, I love playing the piano. Creating forms a huge part of my life and whenever I play the piano (as inept at it as I am), there’s this tiny little girl inside of me jumping up and down with glee, clapping her hands. It’s my childhood dream to be able to play the piano! And thumping on the keys gives me a sense of satisfaction when I hear the music. If you say ‘ writing ’; You’ve got to be kidding me! You mean I don’t write enough as it is? Case closed. If you say ‘ playing with my kids ’; Yea...
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