I don't know what it was that I did wrong but apparently, I did it really bad and someone wants me dead. I'm convinced. I have no bloody doubt about it.
I work with the Internet...that's one of the prerequisites of working from home. If. you. can't. be. here. then. I. need. you. to. be. ONLINE!!!
And you know what? Ever since I moved into this new home of mine, end of last year, I've been plagued by issues and problems that prevented me from being online time and time again. Sometimes, it's the problem with our wonderful Telco company, Telekom. Sometimes, it's not but it's ironic all the same.
Everyone knows that you can take my arm or my kidney, but you can't take my internet connection from me. Never. Not even for a second can I be offline.
I am sick and tired of this. So, I tried out P1 Wimax....not any good for people living around my area because service is unreliable. Whenever office workers came back to their homes and logged on, I lose my connectivity. So, I am consistently watching that green light, yellow light and red light...watching and waiting for something to happen. When it drops to red (weak signals), I desperately SEND SEND SEND!!! Now!!! Before I lose connectivity.
Tomorrow, someone's coming in to see to the wiring in this house (which nobody has touched) and hopefully, it will restore everything.
I am sick. I am tired. I am frustrated. I am mad. I am ANGRRRRYYYYYYY!!!
I have been doing this pose, part of Cosmic Dance (a type of yoga, I am assuming), called Stargazer pose without knowing it is called Stargazer's pose a lot in the past. You see, sometimes, I don't follow the rules and come up with my own stretches and poses. It is fun. I have on some music, nice, soothing music or just anything I can click on. Then I go with the flow, letting my hair down. Just moving to the music...and that is when I come up with the above Stargazer's pose. This pose really stretches your sides. Keep your eyes on the outstretched hand if you are keeping it pointed to the top, as if you are waving or connecting to a higher energy from the Universe. Your arms will ache a little but hey, toned arms, here you come! :-) For those who want a bigger stretch, it is safe to slowly and gently move the lifted hand towards your back...don't overdo it, listen to your body's complaints and respect it. You don't have to prove anything to anyone, reme...
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